Yes, I did that for a while - I think they call it 'disassociation" or maybe it's "depersonalization" and I believe it's common in the beginning. In my case, I think it was because I replaced my real identity with the fake identity I created when I was taking all those pills. I lost who I really was, and thought the new "high" me was the real me. I have since found out how wrong I was. I'll take this new, "boring" version of myself any day over that fake sense of self. But as I said, I believe I read that it's pretty common to experience this. And that feeling did go away if that helps?
:)
Actually now that I'm thinking about it I'm pretty sure that's called depersonalization and can happen after you stop using drugs.
Thanks.....I bet most people on here do it without even thinking about it. I'm going to have to stop so I can get better!!
Greebs
I think with time you'll see it stops on its own. Of course, if it doesn't you can talk to a professional about it. But if there aren't any real underlying issues (severe anxiety, depression, ptsd) it should resolve itself. :)
do you see this man?sandy shes everywhere
are you talking Sandy9 followed by a bunch other numbers? gotta go out but I will be back...
of course me this ( SANDY) is everywhere i go man now my stoves dancing!!
i hope im trippin out shes everywhere theres so MANYof them!!! im having a really hard time with these sandy look at them all thinking their better than the other!!! LOOK AT THEM just look IMDONENOMORE
Trippie! I do not think that I actually refer to myself in third person but I do look at my using life as surreal no realistic memories.....Well, I am glad you are hanging in there! I too have to go....I will try and catch you later!
Umm what? I don't understand. :)
Are you okay?
Your words are troubling. I don't know what you took, but I hope you are okay.
Not being harsh, not being mean, but stoves don't dance unless there is an earthquake or other natural disaster, and unless you are using Slang, "sandy" is not something we can understand.
i do not understand either