I'm wondering how much of a toll my substance abuse problem contributed to the failure of my marriage; I know it contributed to it, but wasn't the main cause, my husband walked away from me after he spent years of cheating on me, still treats it as a casual manner and he didn't think he could remain faithful and that's why he walked away (i know I sound like I'm not upset, but I just maintain the mindset whatever will be will be and I'm better off without him). but I'm wondering for other people,
if you could go back to that person you were with once you got clean and realized your addiction, would you want to go back?
Do you think your relationship would be different if substance abuse wasn't in the picture?
In my situtation, my ex-husband and I both used and we are both clean, at least that is what he tells me but I have a feeling he uses on occasion when he goes out with his group of friends. We used together, didnt' hide it from each other, or so I think, but it was extremely hard knowing I needed to change my life and quit; when I made that decision, we were still together and trying to make things work, but he didn't want to be faithful and he didn't want to quit. I didn't want to be with someone who was going to continue to use, I knew it would be a strain on our marriage if he continued to seek out drugs and he constantly had it on his mind when he wasn't using and I felt that I wouldn't be able to quit and continue not to use if he was in my life.
Now I think we could've maintained the relationship (minus the cheating aspect, I mean if he nevere did it), so do you think you could maintain a relationship after you both quit?