So, here I am, two days after my world drove away, trying to get a grip and having a wonderful birthday by myself. The excitement for my birthday was going to the dentist for fillings and cleaning. No self-loathing just getting thru the deep sadness. I quit listening to Country music 'cause every other song applied to me/her/us/them! Back to good old Rock & Roll, Santana is wailing right now. I am not rushing forward into anything, there is a lot to do here that will keep me occupied for some time, and I am not looking for a rebound anything, but it would be nice to have someone to talk to, face to face. Another bit of good is tomorrow marks 500 DAYS since I quit!!!
Now have a little Doobie Bros," Old Black Water" cranked!
Its all good!!!