Good post GTMI. I was in denial for many years about my addiction. My name is Chris and I am an addict. Like MP said, admitting I am powerless to drugs and alcohol was a big turning point for me.
It's so good to see you back on here posting:)
Admitting i was powerless was a huge turning point for me as i finally really "felt" it. I was given some very short and to the point advice a couple years ago......"Guard Up"
It sounds like you are making good decisions. Keep it up. I know being honest has been part of my success. Not trusting the drugs is another. They are stronger than we are!
Do you know and this is the truth, I didn't really know I was an addict until I found this forum. Does that sound crazy, I mean I knew I had a problem but an Addict..........no way did I realize that.
This forum has saved my life even though I am still struggling to stay clean.