Hi, I have posted quite a bit here and am so happy I found this site.
When I originally posted I was taking hydros all day, popped them whenever I wanted to kill the pain in my back. My dr. was giving me prescriptions with 5 refills every 3 months so I had all I wanted. I took advantage of that. For a long time I was killing the pain and it seemed that the pain came back with a vengeance only after 2 hours. I was also chasing that "ahhhhhh' feeling and the euphoria that this drug provides.
Then I finally went to a pain relief center and put me on a controlled dose of one 10/325 ever 4 hours for the pain. It took me two weeks to adjust to taking them as prescribed, I had lots of anxiety and depression but I think a lot of it was myself "scaring myself" about the withdrawls.
Now I some days take 6, sometimes 5 and sometimes 4 a day, and they seem to work great for the pain, it doesn't come back with a vengeance anymore. I actually took one last night at 6:00 pm and didn't take one again till this morning at 6:00 am and woke up with no withdrawls. I am no longer chasing the "ahhhhh" feeling, as when they are taken as prescribed, they don't do that. I am enjoying actually feeling back to normal.
I am so looking forward to getting the injections in my back so that maybe I won't have to take these anymore because my experience has shown me that I am a candidate for abuse.
Dr. says I am on a very low dose so not to worry and I will actually have about 30 extra pills left over for this month. In the past I was running out early ever refill. I think I scared myself into getting control of this and everyone on here has been so helpful and has shown me how far this addiction can go, thank you everyone for your stories of success and experience, it has really helped me tremendously. Love to all.