Help please

[ineedhope419]

Im fifteen and i have been off and on smoking weed for over a year. to escape depression and anger towards my famil i would smoke a bowl of weed out of a tin foil pipe. which i know can lead to alzteimers ( sorry for my spelling). Well recently i bought from people i dont trust but i still smoked it. Now my brains all messed up i cant remember things, time doesnt feel relevent like ill think something i did seconds ago was days. I feel depressed and ive been having worse headaches than i usually do. Please help i dont know what to do.

[ineedhope419]

thank you ill see what i can do about making a doctors appointment, itll be difficult because i cant tell my mom

[Bluemacaw]

The constant smoking of marijuana can affect your memory by itself.  I think that is more likely the cause of your memory loss, instead of the foil.  Even though marijuana is a recreational drug, it is still a drug and it affects your body in many ways.  If you are taking any other drugs from the store or pharmacy, it can also interact with the marijuana.

If you are truly depressed, you may need an antidepressant for a little while.  You won't need to be on it for life.  Just until your body doesn't need it anymore.  Your doctor can also give you medicine for anxiety, which will help chill you out and reduce your anger towards your family.

[ineedhope419]

No not really the only people i can trust are friends and my brother who is the person who got me smoking and is coincidently in rehab...

[Bellmom3]

Sweetie, you really need to be evaluated by a dr. If you are just too scared to talk to your parents, is there another adult in your life that you trust? Maybe a teacher, neighbor, etc.