hello all

[Mikeinthesouth]

just and upate for you all reading my post. I still feel like sh t as the withdrawals are still here even after 10 days and I am wishing this would end soon. I know from previously it takes two weeks for me to get out this a bit more. I way over did it physicaly yesterday so physically I am hurting my tail off and I can't get moving today at all. it took everything out of me to shower and dress today and I know it is a lil of both physical and withdrawals are messing with me hard. M house is so torn apart since the installers started instaling the floor coverings but thank goodness they are done as they finished last night at ten oclock. I think maybe I should have done room by rom instead of hiring them to do the whole house at one time. it would have saved allthe money in one lump sum and been easier to put all back together. Well hindsight is 20/20. My grandmother is being sent home as the drs say there is nothing else to do and they want her to be comfortable. I did start to feel a lil bad over this as it starts to sink in and realize now that I was not feeling all 100% yet the first phone call. ANYWAY IN WITHDRAWAL AND STILL FEEL LIKE I WAS HIT BY A BUS TWICE. AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHH. I am going to let the house wait and make the thre hour drive tomorrow to see my grandmother for a few hours and to be there for my Mom in er anquish. I don't know how much help I wil be at this time, but they don't know I decided to quit using and are totally unaware of me being in withdrawals so at least I will try and be there emotionally for Mother. best regards to all and pray for all of you, Michael

[opi]

hey mike,,,keep it up...sorry to hear bout granma.....how's the floor look?....you're better off getting it all done at once if you ask me...bang!done...does not linger..ok this week this room...in two weeks the other,,,blah blah..day 11 now...congrads,,

[bubbaganoosh]

Anything you cant take Ibuprofen or something , Im no big fan of doing it hard suffering, clonadine even?

[newgirl2708]

Take care of yourself. If you get too overloaded you'll want to use. That seems to be the pattern here. These bumps people are feeling lately I've noticed are results of overload. Not boredome. Anyhow,,,just a thought.
newgirl

[TrayCee]

Feel better soon!

[cathy5841]

yes, i heard from he.  he actually posted on the social side.  you can read it...  :(

[Mikeinthesouth]

Thank you guys fr the support. How are u cathy? Sorry for the missing letters here and there I just hate this laptop keyboard and won't have my desktop back for a couple days. I have a 15.4 size laptop and it is still a small keyboard in regards to my first laptop a sony vio the miniature one about as big as your ordinary bible boy that was insanly to small to actually type on. My wife loves it though, thats okay I'll keep the desktop and this laptop keep the tiny ones. LOL Myhands are way tto shaky anymore to type on a big keyboard let alone a miniature one. Cathy have you heard from Bill?????

[cathy5841]

i was wondering where you were.  you are doing the right thing.  for mom and you.  stick with it mike.
much love
cathy

[mimi1313]

Mike,

That's all you really can do. Just be with your family and support them. Only a few more days of this. You know it will get better real soon.

Take care,
Melissa