Just want to say thank you guys for listening to all my whining. I've made it 5 months!!! I'm feeling a lot better. I got back on the Gabapentin 100 mornings 100 evenings. Hope that dosage won't make me depressed and have suicidal thoughts. I've been on it for about 2 weeks and so far so good. It sure makes a difference being able to be active again. That helps with the thinking about the pills. I was thinking there for awhile about going back on them the pain was so bad. But I remembered that they got to where they didn't help either. I also thought about all the post you guys gave me. So for the newbies just starting out it's way worth it!!!!!!!! The pills don't help or solve anything. God Bless you all