Adderral addiction

[addicted2009]

I have been looking over questions and can't seem to find any related to Adderral addiction and withdrawal. I have been reading a ton of information over the last 2 days about withdrawals from Adderral abus and how horrible it is. Does anyone know if it's worse than withdrawals from narcotics? I'm going to start a tapering plan but am very worried I won't be able to stick to it. I am tired of being a slave to this drug. Thoughts of how many I have, when was the last time I took one, when will I take another, where will I get more when my prescription runs out-which is usually within a week of filling it- fill my mind all day, non-stop. They run my life.

[addicted2009]

I have gone cold turkey a couple times, not by choice, for about 3 weeks. The worse part is the sleeping and depression. True my body doesn't go through physical withdrawals but the mental and psychological affect is horrible. I would try to remember that it only lasts a couple weeks and that helps. I don't schedule anything and just sleep but the hard part is having to go to work. I feel numb and like I can't think clear. It's like there is no motivation and it's horrible. If I could go a month without work and just sleep and slowly get back to everyday life tasks- showering, laundry, dishes, etc. then I would be ok. That's why I want to taper and change my Prozac to Welbutrin. I have an appointment November 9th and I am going to ask for the change in antidepressants.  I don't want to go cold turkey- not while working full time.

[Hollaatme]

To answer ur ?? The best I can.....I have withdrawn from adderall as well as other amphetamines ....aswell as opiates at seperate times. Add. And amphetamines r nowhere near as severe. Mentally it *****....hard to get out of bed. Even some depression. But physically no big deal. Other narcotics especially opiates are far far more physically addicting. If u can come up w/ the funds or have insurance check out some in patient treatment or rehab. It will change ur life and give u the tools u need to succeed.

[donewitis]

You asked for advice. Hand over the new script to that 'someone' who cares. If you really want to get better that's what you should do... Also this 'someone' is going out of her/his way to help..be honest with yourself..don't let the addict win this battle...the real you is in there..wants her life back. To your recovery!

[addicted2009]

I have tried giving them to somone and they give me my daily dose, but on the side I went and had my next months script filled. I just felt like I couldn't do it on the 2 pills a day. I haven't told my dr because I don't want him to stop me cold turkey...not so sure he will understand. I am going to ask to have him prescribe Wellbutrin so I can prepare for the lack of dopamine due to the pills. I will tell him I want to taper down. I am not sure if I want to be completely off them or just not abuse them. I probably don't have a choice since it is a problem for me now. Not sure if I can just take them as prescribed..... The side effects are really bothering when they weren't so noticeable before. The lack of emotion and sex drive are horrible.
For now I will continue trying to take a few less each day- I am pretty sure I can do it if I put my mind to it.

[luciddreamrgrl]

Hi there.

I also do not know much about adderall but I found this website for you.

http://www.adderallabuse.net/adderall-withdrawl-symptoms.html

Not sure if they will let me post that or not so I'll PM it for you if they remove it.

Good luck!

[tomskat]

Hi there and welcome. I'm not sure what the difference is between amphetamine and narcotic withdrawl. Does your doctor know about your addiction? If so,they should be the one to taper you. If not,please be careful. I know what it's like being a slave to drugs..when you're picking up,running out,etc. But,you came to the right place and CAN do this. Stay strong.MAybe try giving someone your days allotment of meds? That works well.In any case,I wish you all the success in the world. Stay here and post when you crave...we're here to help. Stay strong and keep your guard up!!