Hang in there and you are doing the right THING!!! Be strong!!
Understanding your addiction is a crucial step in your recovery; keep posting and when times get hard, and they will, post some more. Stay the course and you'll soon be counting weeks, then months and then years.
I'm almost 2 years clean now and have no worries...
You definitly did the right thing. You CAN do this. It's not easy, but well worth it.
Steve
You FLUSHED.. and that is a STEP in the right direction!
Hang in there sweetie... It will be rough at first but I KNOW you can DO THIS!
Big PLUS... you have the SUPPORT of your husband... (forget your doctor... he doesn't LOVE you like your husband does)
Keep posting as we all care about you!
Good for you stand strong don't go back you can do this