?? Is this the third post you've made on this topic? Are you hoping for someone to say go ahead and take it it'll be fine?
impossible just to do one so yeas the end result will be wd's again.
I and a million other addicts wish the story was different but it's not.
sorry
Michael
Congratulations on 11 days clean!!! There's an old saying, one is too many and a 1000 is not enough. You've come so far, why would you want to tempt fate? Flush 'em! I think you're mind is playing tricks on you because in the back of your mind, you know your girlfriend is holding some. Let them go!! Get rid of the temptation. It's so not worth it!!!! Good luck!
It sounds like you're looking for more punishment.
"Just one more time" is a place we've all been. After a hellish week of withdrawing you feel like you need a fix as a reward and a means to relax.
She really is a seductive ***** ain't she?
Time to find other ways of relaxing and getting your "fix" my friend. Healthy ways that don't involve selling your future self for the present moment.
OMG!! "Just one more time" was my mantra for the first 30 days. I went through every emotion and excuse I could think of. Thankfully I didn't give in.
Music pulled me through. Please find something that makes you relax and do it!!!
I tell you the same thing every time you post this and I don't wanna sound like a broken record but NO! cut it out. You have come tooooo far to just throw in the towel like that
YES! You will get both physical and strong psychological withdrawl which will manifest its ugly head as full blown physical, trust me I been thru it! STAY STRONG don't cave not yet its almost over take a valium and chill instead if you must but no opiates!
Read a book... Take a bath, whatever u gotta do work out that's what I do n don't say u can't... I'm on day ten from methadone shattered both heels cracked both ankles and fractured knee in four places and spraining tendon..... Know what I'm not gonna do?..... NEVER LOOK BACK..... I SUGGEST U DO THE SAME...
Thanks my tattooed beauty buddy...
yup. i still don't think it's a good idea. and i won't tomorrow either. hope you stay strong!