Hey everyone, I am back I left this forum and began to use again as of Sept of 07! I was not very pleased with myself as I basically gave up, so its nearly been a year and I am back. Why some might ask.. well I am just tired of hurting everyone around me with my addiction, and the person that I have become because of this horrid addiction. My addiction is to percocet, something about that little beast thats so hard to quit. I generally take about 5-7 10's or whatever strength I can get a day, when I can get my hands on them. I know the sickness that must be endured by me to feel better. (Thank goodness for the Thomas Recipe, and the Amino's!) But something is different this time, I truly want to quit, and for myself this time. I relapsed last time because of the sickness and knowing that 1 pill would make it all stop, and I caved. Also looking too far ahead was unbearable to me, and also made me lose track. I am taking this one day at a time, one moment at a time. I believe with my whole heart and I am not doubting myself this time, and that I know. This forum and all you wonderful people truly do help when you are in the most despair times, posting always helps me. So its 2 and 1/2 days for me and my main symptems are RLS and the horrible SWEATS, but completely managable as of right now. My outlook is different this time, I came in this time with a positive attitude, ready to face whatever, even if the WD'S are horrendous, just knowing I can make it. I have cut off ALL contacts, have no more scripts. I can do this, and so can whoever is doubting themselves. I look forward to everyone's post..