OK, so I am a big baby ~ I have had the REAL flu for 4 days now, and I truly can't remember ever feeling so lousy. I know, I know... I'm SURE it was worse during detox, but I just can't remember.
My sponsor told me NO MEETINGS for 2 days, and it was suggested I rest~ UG! I hate lying in bed all day~ it reminds me so very much of how the end of my using days were. But I did it. Today I am not as bad as I was yesterday, but still I am achy and have chills.
I have stayed in constant contact with recovering people, and I have remained tight with God~ I WILL be going to a meeting tonight, and I will be getting out of bed and being productive today~ a bit.
I (thank God) have no desire to get high today, and only a desire to stay clean come hell or high water. For that I am truly grateful.
Hang in there everyone... if I can do it, anyone can!!
Free of active addiction today, but bound by a snotty head! Would take the trade off any day!
Free of the chip on my shoulder too!!!!! (:
Amy