Demon Pills

[gg636]

I am sick and tierd of Demon Pills! And no a pill does Not make you better.  It only mask the pain physical/or Mental. I will overcome, I will beat this, I have control -not the stupid pill.  GET OFF THE DOPE!

For everyone struggling.. Keep the faith and Slay this Demon!

[Stacy_Lynn]

Been there before i's\re in the past (luckily my only high comes from hydro) not that its any better. I'll have 2 more refills after this one but it's different this time cause i'am mentally ready, just not 100% i hate to say @ the moment. i've done tapering before & it worked!!!! I just feel too far gone now cause i never took more than 10mg @ one time & now i'll take alomost 30 if i must. u know the excuses us addicts make? i'm really ready this time, and yes it might take me 1-2 of my refills but i still feel like i need to control it my own way!! I have 2 kids & 2 jobs so my excuse is i can't be sick, period! Good luck & u CAN do it!!! if u really want too!!! trust me, if i can so can u!!!

[gg636]

I will keep that in mind Stacy.. I have some left that I am using for the taper method.  I also have a refill on the 13th of a stronger dose.  I do not want to get it.

@ the addict~ okay I forgive myself

[theaddict]

congrats to you, stacy!

[Stacy_Lynn]

cause i'm ready to rid of this demon!! for myself alone & 2nd my family deserves 100% of me!!

[Stacy_Lynn]

She's right!!! i thought tomorrow i would have 1 pill left & decided i couldn't do it just yet so as of tomorrow am i will have 15 more (plus the 1 i still have) not to mention my refill is Friday i think, i havent even called for once. the past 5 days i've went from almost 80mg a day probally to less than 40mg so i fill like i've come a long way!! and i know that when i do get my refill this time i WILL NOT fall back into the devils trap but will be doing it MY WAY!!!

[theaddict]

eventually, you're going to realize that tapering off the pills is helping yourself. try not to be so hard on yourself. one of the first steps of moving forward is forgiving yourself. do it now! <333