Hope you start to feel better soon! I wish you the best!!
As far as feeling awful mentally- that takes time. Try to stay positive! Talk to me anytime.
What's up? What do you need help with? Feeling awful? Get some Vita-Coco, the pineapple flavored one....it will give you oodles of energy and hydrate you to the max. It makes me feel so good. Its coconut water and it is SUPER good for you. It rehydrates your body and mind more than any other drink there is. It is almost identical to the makeup of human plasma-they used it for tranfusions in past wars. Google it. Then get some.....you will feel good in no time.