Finally listening to you all

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Okay, everyone, this might come as a bit of a shocker, but, after an entire summer of being the most stubborn human being on this planet and refusing to do anything that all you have told me, and thinking I can do it all on my own, I am finally listening to you guys lol. I am 2 days clean now, and I am going to go to a meeting, and I went to my therapist today and I actually really enjoyed speaking to him, whereas in the past I was more just fighting against him. I am really ready to get help and stop. My relationship with my mother is at a low and I am not going to be telling her about this, but things with my dad have been going well, and I may tell him once I have some time sober. I think this is the first positive post I have written in like weeks lol, I am going to stay really committed to staying off of and away from oxycontin. I even threw out an 80mg pill today. I'm not like overly happy about this, I know i have a lot of work to do and things arent even that great, I actually have to confront my mother today about some divorce issue between her and my dad that I have been put in the middle of and forced to deal with for them. So i know things wont be super easy but i am ready to try and finally make this work.

Cassie415 · Answer

Thanks and congrats on your 2 months!

sickofpills · Answer

I've been following your posts when I have been on here, and I was so happy to read your post! You can do this! I have over 2 months clean, and I thought I would never make it this far, but it can be done! Congratulations to you and hang in there!

Cassie415 · Answer

Thank you sophie, but i dont just want to say it this time, i want to prove it too, so ill keep u updated of course. thanks for everything uve done for me so far

SophieShine · Answer

Cassie, I have tears of joy in my eyes right now! I am so proud for you, you have nooooooo idea!!! You finally are taking things in your own hands. hehe!!! Yes you are a stubborn person, keep it that way, you'll need it in your recovery.
xoxoxoxo. sophie.

Cassie415 · Answer

haha thanks guys and ill try and remember that abbrev lol

djd8080 · Answer

You're doing great Kid-O! Congrats on 2 days and I'm really glad you're feeling better. KYHU! Lol..."keep your head up." That's my new abbreviation.

gulliver123 · Answer

CASSIE--I am SO happy. Been so worried about you. (weird right, known you for two days?) Chin up baby. You'll be okay. You'll be better.

And, if you can to therapist...Tell. You'll be amazed by what happens. Just tell. 

So proud of you.

xo

GA Guy · Answer

Only bring friends to "Open" AA or NA meetings. "Closed" AA/NA meetings are for people that are addicts and alcoholics. The meeting schedule should tell you which one you're going to. If you have any more AA/NA questions..ask. I'm proud of you for taing this step. You will be amazed at the friendships you'll gain.

peaceinknowing · Answer

First of all congrats on your update. You will make yourself proud!

Yes, you can bring a friend with you, as this is what I did with my husband.

Cassie415 · Answer

oh and also, if i go to an aa meeting, can i bring a friend, even if they dont have any drug or alcohol problems?

Cassie415 · Answer

oh haha, i guess that would be pretty obvious, thank god i still have a few weeks of summer left lol

122 Tactical Fighter Group · Answer

That would be Way To Go !!!!!

Cassie415 · Answer

Thank you! And wat is WTG?? I never know the abbreviatons all you adults use and im the kid lol I should be the one using all the new abbreviations hahaa.