Thank you so much. My 9 year old is my anchor at night. You see I never let him meet my friend and his bedtime is 9. Homework and bath and reading together make thus the easiest part of my day. When I am at work and he's at school is tough. I feel ok right now craving is gone. Tomorrow will be another meeting at noon and I am sure I will be here for support. Thank you so much. Oh and yes I blocked my friends new number until I can change mine this weekend
Yep it is an eye opener! We all have the same thing in common, just different names. Focus on all you have to be grateful for. I used to make a list and keep it close by. You will be amazed~
Thank you all so much. I did attend my first meeting. Have to say, very eye opening. Lol. I have told my self for so long I was not an addict. Ha. Every ones story sounded so familiar. I left with my head high but got home for that sinking feeling of "a pill would put me in such a good mood tonight" I'm good though. Tomorrow is 10 days. I'm gonna make it until tomorrow thanks to all of you. One hour at a time right?
Hi welll im glad to here your open to N/A meetings .... it is the single best thing you can do for your recovery....your mind is going to play tricks on you it is what I call the ''mind screw''... long after the pills stop your still stuck with the addict that lives in your head....N/A treats the addict it is free the meetings are only a hour long and with time you will lose the desire to use...something I thought was impossible... just know recovery is possible and today I have a amazing life thanks to N/A keep posting here for support.............Gnarly................
I am really glad you posted as it is important to hold ourselves accountable. A walk, fresh air and meeting is just what you need. Stay close and let us know how it is going. Yes WE can do this!!
No I haven't done anything for after care until today. I just found an na meeting today very close and Im going to go. Yes I know there is no happy ending. I honestly think I needed to tell someone what I was thinking about doing. It was so easy to go get a few and no one would know but now they do! Doesn't make any sense to me really but thank you so much for telling me what I needed to be told! I'm going for a long walk and to my first na meeting. We can do this.
One is too many and a thousand isnt enough. You and i both know there is no happy ending to this addiction. I want to see you reach 48 with 3 kids. Your "friend" is no friend. Friends dont sell us things that kill us. Get yourself busy, turn on some music, change your phone #, go for a walk, clean a closet, come clean mine, just do something. Are you doing anything with aftercare? You can and will get thru this~