hello guys. The pills aare out of my house with only enough taper, and not enough to get me tempted. The last 2 days sucked looking at them and yes sneaking them. I felt like **** and know realize it feels good to taper, like i am accomplishig something. Also your posts help and give me hope. What is this clonidine patch? I was so scared to tell you guys the truth and then I thougt sht,these people care, and can pull me out of a dark place. Thanks teach ps please fell free to give me advice on hoe to restart and get back!!!!!!!!!! ps sorry about my spelling errors