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I AM ANGRY REALLY,REALLY ANGRY!
I am so angry at this addiction! I refuse to live another day to this addiction. I will no longer let it consume my every thought and define me as a person. Not longer will I let it be a theif to my life, it has robbed me long enough. I am so tired of being sad and miserable. From this day forward I will change my mind and my way of thinking. My daughter needs a complete mother not one who puts her on the back burner, I refuse! Starting tomorrow my moods will not be sad they will be happy, this is a choice I have to make, and it is a choice I will make everyday to fight this! I am mad, so mad! I have wasted two entire days this week crying and feeling sorry for myself, i refuse to waste another day. I will no longer sit on the sidelines of life I will participate in this game of life, that is what God intened for all of us to do.
I will be up early every morning, I will go to the gym, and I will eat healthy, and I will never use again. I am so angry! My mind is ready, and my body is also ready to live again. Thank you to everyone on here that has helped me these past two days, you know who you are ,and I love and appreciate all of you. My struggles are over, I am finally mad enough to fight this!
I will be up early every morning, I will go to the gym, and I will eat healthy, and I will never use again. I am so angry! My mind is ready, and my body is also ready to live again. Thank you to everyone on here that has helped me these past two days, you know who you are ,and I love and appreciate all of you. My struggles are over, I am finally mad enough to fight this!
good to get angry, but remember to keep loving yourself. and i know it is cliche, but one day at a time!
love and light,
Kova
love and light,
Kova
Wow!!! Well said...you go girl!!!
I am really proud of you...you are doing great! Keep up the fight and never turn back!!
I am really proud of you...you are doing great! Keep up the fight and never turn back!!
THAT WAS AMAZING..HELPED A LOT..MAKES ME WANNNA GO ANOTHER DAY FOR MY HUSBAND AND SON..HOW MANY DAYS HAVE U GONE?? I WENT 25 DAYS CT FROM TAKING ROXIS 15 MIL ABOUT 2O A DAY..I QUIT COLD TURKEY FOR 25 DAYS THEN SOME HOW I HAD THEM SOMEONE ASKED ME TO GET FOR THEM AND THAT WAS THE END OF THAT SO I STARTED TAKING AGAIN FOR ONLY 2 WEEKS..BUT I TOLD THE LADY NEVER TO SELL THEM TO ME NOMATTER WHAT I TELL HE AND SHES A FRIEND SO SHE WONT..BUT TODAY IS DAY 3 ALL 3 DAYS HAVE NO REALLY BEEN THAT BAD..BUT I JUST WANNA KNOW THAT TOMORROW WILL B BETTER HTEN TODAY..ITS KINDA FUNNY I TELL MYSELF OK ILL GET A PILL TO DO THIS AND DO THAT AND I DONT DO ANY OF IT..THEN WHEN IM OFF THE PILLS I DO EVERYTHING..I PLAY A LOTTTTT MORE WITH MY HUBBY I DO ALOT MORE HOUSE WORK AND ITS LIKE LOVE AT FIRAT SITE WITH MY HUBBY AGAIN..BUT I JUST NEED SOWMONE TO TELL ME EVERYDAY GETS BETTER OR IT WOULD B THIS BAD RHIS TIME..AND I SHOULD JUST PUT ON A SMILE CUZ THIS TO SHALL PASS..IM JUST ON DAY 3 AND I WANT TOMORROW TO GET BETTER THEN TODAY VEN THO TODAYS NOT THAT BAD..AND DONT GET ME WRONG I DONT WANT THE PILLS I JUST WANT MY ENEGY LEVEL BACK..THANKS FOR LISTENING ANY WORDS HELP SO MUCH
XOXO
XOXO
addiction is like a death grip..it will hold you tight until you set it free..
stay mad as heXX..i know you will succeed..sending prayers..maria
stay mad as heXX..i know you will succeed..sending prayers..maria
This is the most wonderful thing I have heard all day...I am glad..Be mad ..mad as he11...you deserve more than what those dang pills can give you.. I am so happy to hear you fight...fight the good fight. It will not be in vain...Love Lisa
I have been there. I wish you all the support in the world. If you need help, try myselfrecovery *******. I was addicted to vicodin for over four years. I tried three times to quit. I finally found this website and it changed my life. I strongly suggest you try it.
Madison:
I adore you!!! I'm also so proud of you. You have gotten to a place that will forever change you. So happy for you!
Good for you!!!
Love ya!
I adore you!!! I'm also so proud of you. You have gotten to a place that will forever change you. So happy for you!
Good for you!!!
Love ya!
This is one of the best post I've ever read from lurker land, yes I'm a lurker but you are angry and that's a great thing, now use that anger to start managing your pain instead of letting it manage you. Keep educating yourself everyday.
As chronic pain and people who have unfortunatly been swayed into this ugly world of addiction or dependency, we have to educate ourselves and when we get in the mood you are in right now have to use this as food to fight to regain ourlives back, be angry now uttilies your anger to say to your self ( I am someone who is strong, I am someone who has been in the center of the fight , and now I want my life back.) !!!!!!!!
Now go to the gym and get on the treadmill and make a plan. Make a plan you can follow. make small goals and write them down and tape them all over your house so they are a constant reminder that it so easy to give in and sooooo hard to focus, but stay strong a better life is right in front of you.
A stronger you is coming up from within, now use that anger to stay the course and fight hard and then give yourself an " atta girl " do something good like go to a spa reward yourself in a good way and then get up and keep fighting.
I am proud of you and I don't know you. I in your own words I see a strong person who has educated herself and is tierd of going back to something easy, I ve been there and am saying and doing the same thing you are right now, and I say your doing great, always remeber to reward yourself after a good fight even if it's with a bowl of a hip blowing mound of ice cream, you deserve it, then get up and keep fighting hard.
I proud of you, now I'm going back to my corner inlurker land hahaha.
Keep the focus you will win in the end
Big Mike
As chronic pain and people who have unfortunatly been swayed into this ugly world of addiction or dependency, we have to educate ourselves and when we get in the mood you are in right now have to use this as food to fight to regain ourlives back, be angry now uttilies your anger to say to your self ( I am someone who is strong, I am someone who has been in the center of the fight , and now I want my life back.) !!!!!!!!
Now go to the gym and get on the treadmill and make a plan. Make a plan you can follow. make small goals and write them down and tape them all over your house so they are a constant reminder that it so easy to give in and sooooo hard to focus, but stay strong a better life is right in front of you.
A stronger you is coming up from within, now use that anger to stay the course and fight hard and then give yourself an " atta girl " do something good like go to a spa reward yourself in a good way and then get up and keep fighting.
I am proud of you and I don't know you. I in your own words I see a strong person who has educated herself and is tierd of going back to something easy, I ve been there and am saying and doing the same thing you are right now, and I say your doing great, always remeber to reward yourself after a good fight even if it's with a bowl of a hip blowing mound of ice cream, you deserve it, then get up and keep fighting hard.
I proud of you, now I'm going back to my corner inlurker land hahaha.
Keep the focus you will win in the end
Big Mike
I think I have to agree with grimgirl...
That kicks @$$!
It gave me a kick in the seat of the pants... And I really, really need one.
That kicks @$$!
It gave me a kick in the seat of the pants... And I really, really need one.
OMG.......your post just literally BLEW me away....it is just awesome...You go girl.......I think I need to print that off and read it at least 10 times a day so that I can gain the confidence to do this thing once and for all....I'm really proud of you..and you're right it is a choice....I just have to MAKE it!!! Aren't you so glad you did!!!!! Congrats......xxooMarie
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