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I'M ADDICTED TO PAIN KILLERS

Hi i am new to this site and i have never been open with anyone about my addiction before. i have been abusing pain killers for the past two years and i want to stop. I have been take almost 30mg to 90mg of roxicodone (oxicodone hydrochoride?)  a day for a long time now and i dont have the strength to stop or know whag im in for when i try to stop. can anyone help me?
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6365544 tn?1381171589
You are right about that VICourageous!!  Georgia... I’m not sure if you are aware at how bad this is. Again, it’s not to discourage you in anyway. It’s actually to help you understand that this is going to be a fight and you better want it more than anything or you are going to get knocked out.  I played a ton of sports and I was an all American when I played college football.  That being said, this is the hardest thing I have ever had to overcome.  So if you are not really ready to quit, you will not have any shot.  I’m extremely ready to quit and I want it more than anything and I have still failed.  I made it to day 4 two times in 3 weeks.   Again, I just want you to understand what you are dealing with here.  BUT… you can beat it and there are a ton of people that have done it on this site.  There is a ton of knowledge, encouragement and support on here.   If you really want this, you need to follow what they say and be prepared for the fight of your life…. literally!
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No one i know except her, knows. excepts my friends that are addicted with me. yesterday she was very supportive. today not so much.i tried to go withoit today and didnt make it amd she was very upset with me. i can basically feel her looking down on me bc im a drug addict.
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hi yes we are still here. when you post on your thread it brings it back to the top of the page.
that is a huge step in the right direction admitting to your fiancé that you are addicted.
how did she take it? did she already know? does she use too?
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5347058 tn?1381188426
That is great that you told your fiance! Big step in the right direction doing that. How are things going between the 2 of you now that it's all out in the open? How are you coming along with quitting? How are you feeling?
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If anyone is still reading this, i told my fiance yesterday.
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I'm proud of you because you haven't done anything today AND because you said "NO" to the guy on the phone. That's great!  

What are you going to do when you get off work? You need a plan...
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okay half the work day over so far and no pills. i was snorting them vicki595.
i dont feel extremely bad yet like jvegas was saying but im not gonna pretend like its not going to start getting worse though.
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