Today is 769 days off high dose street methadone. I couldn't do it alone, I tried, but with medhelp, local support, and tons of work, I have created a whole new life. I didn't go back to pre-drugs me, I am a totally different person than I had ever imagined. I handle situations naturally that used to baffle me.
Yesterday my bank was drained from fraud, Saturday I was removed from a list for a class I am required to take or it will cost a lot and I will lose my license to drive, my property tax interest is growing faster than I can pay, my body hurts too much to work as hard as I did, my bipolar has escalated since detox, there are many, many reasons to want to escape, but I don't want to. I want real solutions now. I am really happy that I am alive and can work toward my future, even with so many things working against me. I love being sober and at peace, there is no high better.
Hang in there everyone, the best part of life is coming up.
I am SOOOO ready for this! lol 59 days off heroin!!!!!!!!! Life is good :)
Wow add up all the days and years we have sober together.....you guys are awesome......24 days clean and free from a long 8 year prison buzz.
I HAVE A FEW 24'S that equal 2155 days
Congrats everyone!
2 years and 5 months. Congrats to everyone. It does get better as long as we keep doing the next right thing. All we have to do is not pick up. We can't get high or drunk that way.
Stronger than yesterday