Six days today off alprazolam. :o) Not clean though. Doc switched me to clonazepam because I was having so much trouble with the alprazolam. BUT I'm still happy because I went from 6 - 8mg a day of alprazolam, down to 2mg, and now I'm only taking 1mg a day of clonazepam, and I haven't been alprazolam free for three years now. I am happy!!! Alprazolam is the devil.
Happy New Year, congrats to everyone on their amazing progress! This is the most supportive and inspirational group ever! I will making an attempt to go c/t this week from most recently 60mg OxyCotin and 30mg Percocet 10/325 per day. I have been in this rollercoaster for 5 years too many. Best to you all!
Hit a rough day or two buy still clean and sober--132 days! Congratulations everyone.
Heatherdoll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YOU!!!!! ty so much !!!! that means a lot to me <3 hang on, baby you're almost there!!!!
MEEGY CONGRATS BBY!!
I have 11 months and 10 LONNNGGGG days
Hardly holding on
but I am here
Thanks Evan : )
Congratulations everyone on their clean and sober time !!!
For me - About 13 1/2 months off Subs !!!
3 years off Heroin next month !!!
3 years off C/Meth next month !!!
489 days I never thought I would get to say that its been a long road but I'm still here clean and sober and to all you newbies and people reading you can do it Thank you to all the vets out there always posting and helping peeps I could not have done this without you love lizzy
Well 7 mos give or take a few days. Not been easy given the continued back & knee issues. At 45 didn't think I need new knees already. Still miss football though. :-)
1,950 days clean & counting!!!
Sorry I have been MIA the last few roll calls, been busy with kids, trying to get school squared away, life, etc. lol. I am happy to report I celebrated 3 whole years clean and sober on December 5th, so today I am 3 years and 1 month! Holla! Proud of each and every day:) I started at the university today, to get my bachelors in Addiction Studies/Interdisciplinary Studies, and I am super stoked, although a little scared, I admit. I had to do two classes online, and I am not sure how that works, but I will figure it out:) I hope you all will continue to fight this fight, it is the best thing you could ever do for yourself, it is so worth it!
I am one week short of 7 months. It is SO nice to not have to worry about stupid pills!! Now cleaning up the wreckage of my life...
Hey Evan happy New Year! 472 days of sober living! Congratulations to all on just being here!
2442 days of freedom!!!
Congrats to all on your clean time!!! Just know whether you have 15 minutes clean or 150 yrs clean, each and everyone of you are worthwhile and deserving of living a life clean~
Wow @nonights! Almost a year! Congrats!
Hey @gnarly! Happy New Years friend!
Hi every one im grateful to be here grateful to be clean congrats on everyone's clean time if your new get into a progam of aftercare and work it it is the key to long term recovery for me it is 1905 days clean from my nemeses Methadone life is good.........Gnarly
349 glorious days! Recovery is soooo worth it. Granted not always easy but growth kinda hurts sometimes. But when you come thru on the other side just wow!
I have been on and off the site for a couple of months. I have been clean on and off for about 6 months - longest span was about 45 days and since than I have taken a few here and there. I had 8 teeth removed - 7 at the same time. I am going to have 6 more removed and finally get my teeth fixed from all the damage. I am going to do those ones pain med free. Its so hard to break this cycle. Its almost like I don't know how else to feel or be. I know I don't want this anymore. I have a support group but I think I really need to find a grief counsoler - i definitely need it. I lost both my parents - my mom as of June and i buried them both this past October. I didn't realize the extent of grief - i have two small children and an active husband and life but who doesn't....it keeps me active. I want them to have what I grew up with. I had two great loving parents - we had a lot of fun growing up. I deserve that and so does my family. 5 days clean of oxycodone. Thank you for this board.
Oh and I was talking about 18 20mlg oxy and 10 tramadol a day, using for a total of a year and a half.
2 days for me. Fist time really quitting due to choice and not because I'm out. So is my first real detox, and I know it will be my last. I will not fail. I love this site and support. I'm going to hell right now. I keep telling myself I got this.
My name is Denise
I am 7/12 months clean and loving life again. Just came off another 5 year battle with prescription opiates
Nothing felt more grateful than waking up on the morning of 2K15, and knowing that I'm clean and sober. And chasing life, not highs ...
Life is good !
Glad to see you didn't run with the relapse @Kellygirll and are still here with us :)
Nice to meet all the new people!
Big Congrats on the 1 year Motye51!!
I am blessed to have put together 4 years 11 months and 2 days clean
Cant wait to not have to take a pill to fill better started out on 20mg Methadone pills and 4 10.5 Loratabs a day and already down to 5mg Methadone and 25mg of Loratab a day in just 20 days which is almost half I know I may have a long road ahead of me but wait to get done
777 days clean today!! maybe I should go play the slots somewhere??? lol congrats everyone on all your hard work and clean time!! Happy New Year!!