What i want to say is there is no ONE TO BLAME but our self. I live in a $ 600,000 house had my own company went on vactions as we pleased, then I became disable went from makeing $ 100,000 a year to $ 1,600 a month social security disabilty, its still no reason to get high , I'm sure there are a lot of you same as me the high is gone its takeing to stop being sick.
Reading all this it seams a lot of us don't want to blame the right person not the doctor the dealer the pain it US. This is my 2nd go around , detox back in 2008 was clean for 2 years. Truth be told I miss the high , now im doing 5 methadone and 5 30 oxy a day, and im out and i'm broke and i'm very scared.IN 2008 went in rehab for 12 days and when i came out i felt like death for 20 more days , they sent me home empty handed, now before i got back on the meds i tried 4 operations i have c4 c5 c6 ect neck problems nerve damage, they told me operations are not gone to help , I even had a nerve stimulator installed to shock brain nothing work, nor dose these pills im on , lets not fool are selfs, the number one thing on my mind is where is the next pill comeing from I dont see my dr. to the 17th and i'm broke, not that the bills are pileing up or there is no milk how am i going to get that pill, now im a follow of the lord where is he.......
Reading all this it seams a lot of us don't want to blame the right person not the doctor the dealer the pain it US. This is my 2nd go around , detox back in 2008 was clean for 2 years. Truth be told I miss the high , now im doing 5 methadone and 5 30 oxy a day, and im out and i'm broke and i'm very scared.IN 2008 went in rehab for 12 days and when i came out i felt like death for 20 more days , they sent me home empty handed, now before i got back on the meds i tried 4 operations i have c4 c5 c6 ect neck problems nerve damage, they told me operations are not gone to help , I even had a nerve stimulator installed to shock brain nothing work, nor dose these pills im on , lets not fool are selfs, the number one thing on my mind is where is the next pill comeing from I dont see my dr. to the 17th and i'm broke, not that the bills are pileing up or there is no milk how am i going to get that pill, now im a follow of the lord where is he.......
Generally speaking the 3rd and 4th day are the worst of the physical side effects. Lack of energy and lethargy can last longer. For me, it lasted about a month. Check out the Thomas Recipe and be sure and stay hydrated. Eat light meals and take supplements. Once you are past the physical part, try to eat as healthy as possible and take vitamins. After care is suggested. I, personally, didn't go to NA, but I do come here every day and read. I took hydrocodone for five years, up to five pills a day, which is a low number compared to most people who are dependent on them. I have never had an addiction problem, and it was pretty easy for me to stop, although I had about a week where I was sick as a dog. I can't say that I don't sometimes think about taking another pill....I do have pain issues...but I won't do it. I know they are poison and at my age, I want to be as healthy as possible. Good luck to you. Stay around and post often for encouragement.