I just wanted to say for all of those out there that are struggling to please just keep hanging on! I know that going through the physical and mental obsession of this is so hard, but it does get better. Also just remember that it is a mental obsession that no human willpower can relieve, but God can and will relieve it. It was only a couple of weeks ago when I was still somewhat wanting more pills, but it truly get better everyday. I can say that today I have joy and peace in my life. Those pills are such a false sense of security and happiness, true happiness comes from God and from within. Anybody who is even considering taking more of those pill just keep praying and know that you will see the light very soon!