yeah sometimes mainly mushrooms dont really do much lsd
i dont even know where to get any opiates anymore ill just stick to spending time with my girlfriend and if i feel like im going to go get one or try to find some ill just go spend time with her or draw or paint or play my mandolin.
Hi Ok..But you still want to do the mushrooms and lsd once in awhile right..1 or 2 times a year????
i dont really spend much time by myself
really the only thing i do is smoke weed. i take shrooms or lsd maybe once or twice in a year i like to trip every once in a while i cant deal with all that brain scrablings. one or two brain scrablings a year are good for me. i understand fully that i was addicted. i watched myself the whole time just getting worse and worse untill i went through that first w/d. then i said no more. im the kind of person that doesnt drink because of one reason.. i hate the sickness and spinning you get that alone makes me not want to drink. i remember how things feel i know conciquiences very well. and i know what will happen if i keep taking those stupid pills.
Based on what you say, I'm not sure you're craving but you're thinking about the end result of taking pills/drugs and you're obsessing a bit so there's something going on in your head that's questionable...Do you spend a lot of time alone and/or not busy?
I like that you threw out the pipe...I think having the friends over is great but "smoking" in,front of you and in your house is risky for you...I would think.
I don't know...I'm not an expert,except of myself, but I think you're setting yourself up for relapse. You're still early in your sobriety so you will feel anxiety about different things...it may be better not to test yourself...