Day 1 repeater

[corey411]

Hi guys, I made it through day 1 again. Actually 24 hrs. at noon. Not too sick this time which I knew bc didn't use alot of pills after relapse.Not even needing Imodium. Just tired but not sleepy. Got more Klonoprin to help this time too.
Today's beautiful in Pittsburgh...58 and sunny blue sky. I actually did laundry, posted alot on here, wasked my car grocery shopping, stopped to get aminos and developed my pictures. I'm tired but felt alot better after all that. I called to schedule my patients and all 4 new ones have opiates written on their referrals. I'm not gonna do it this time I know it. I'm planning on not feeling too good tommorrow so I'm preparing myself to deal with it. I did it for 3 months before and I can do it tommorrow and deal with Tuesday when it comes. At least it will be nice out all week and I can look forward to walking after work. If I get cravings I'm gonna pull over and go for a walk wherever I am and think of all you guys who support me and have made it through this. Sorry to see so many people are having bad times. I wish I could post to all but am spending so much time on the computer I'm gonna need Vics for my aching back. Funny how Noone asks me what i'm doing on the computer so much? I guess if they havn't noticed I've been addicted to drugs for 5 years and all the wds why should they...Sorry for this but their guys....I know they love me and if I was on fire they would be right here putting it out once the smoke detectors went off. Love and Prayers to all, Corey

[lostsoul2]

Don't be hard on yourself about relapsing.  I did it many times.  This time I am closing in on a month clean.  Now the only issues I have are with cravings.  My mind just wants the no care buzz again.  I have plenty of energy, thanks in large part to taking a lot of aminos and vitamins, a little healthier diet,  and some light weightlifting.  This is the longest I have gone without hydrocodone in over 2 years.  I hope I don't relapse now.  But it is still a struggle at times.  Keep trying and eventually it will stick.  In the past I would have been on the phone making Dr.'s appointments, but this time I didn't, and it is such a free feeling.  Good luck and if you fall down, try again.  It's never too late.

[persnick38]

Good luck to both of you. You guys should be really proud of yourselves for picking up and starting over. That takes courage. Keep posting and let us know how you're doing. We're all pulling for you.

[corey411]

Hey Mike a quittin buddy...A new guy named Gundo was planning on making Today his quitting day too but quit hearing from him. 12 o clock was 24 hrs. for me and it's 706 here in Pgh so I am 31 hrs. 6 minutes. We quit almost the exact same time. Good luck to you this time. Corey

[Mikeinthesouth]

Please don't feel alone in your reattempt at getting clean as I am on the same road and 31 hours into it now. Mike

[confused456]

Glad to see you made it through day 1 and are pushing forward!! Keep pushing. You are right, you can do this!! Wishing you all the best.

[worried878]

Glad u r optimistic about your firts day clean...hang in there this time...have u tried aftercare like NA or AA?..hang in there and keep us posted