Glad to see I'm not the only one who's thinking is **c***. I'm going nuts. Serious depression and uncontrollable anxiety. But I have a tdoc and I'm going to see if I can get in to see my pdoc today. I'm bipolar as it is and fear I've triggered something bad by quitting CT. Maybe you should consider some sort of treatment now? Dunno - just a thought.
Yeah this is a great place for that. My physical is not as bad as the mental right now at all. I mean I still have physical, tired, temerature changes, stomach issues, sinuses. But not too terrible. Just the mental is debilitating. I will be seeking a professional therepist after this one. Not ready for n/a just yet but I know now I have to do something hopefully I can find an affordable one. No insurance :(
I'm glad you are doing a little better. I have been reading your posts and I know you can get thru this!!! The mental for me is horrific I have 3 kids and they argue at just the wrong times when that happens i pop in my ozzy black rain cd and jump around like an idiot :) when my kids hear ozzy they know I'm about to blow but they sometimes join me and by the time the cd ends we are all laughing at each other and things dont seem so bad. All i am trying to say is i have faith you can do it it has been 79hours for me and reading your posts have given me hope so Thank you :)
So glad to hear it's a little better!!! It will be even better tomorrow and better than that the day after! You are on your way. I am on day 3 and not feeling too bad physically. Hang in there....your name says it all, you are almost back2you!! Take care.
Congrats on 4 days!!! You can do this!!! sara