I am really nervous about posting anything because I am scared my husband will find out... I used to smoke crack, shoot anything that would breakdown and get drunk on a regular basis. I have been clean a little over 8 years. my husband helped me in my recovery. I found out he was smoking crack on my 7 year mark and have been dealing with it every since. we have 5 children and I only work 15 hours a week. I don't have the urge to get high with him but I really want him to stop it is ruining our family. what can I do?