New Day

[confused456]

Today is day 3 with no pills. I am feeling much better than I was yesterday. I at least am up, showered, dressed, and all that "normal" stuff.....LOL....I am so thankful to have everyone on this forum, it has helped me a ton just to be able to read, get feedback, and have all of you to talk to. I honestly do not think I could do this if it was not for all the support on here. That being said, THANK YOU ALL!!! I know that I am still very early in this battle, but I am not looking back, only forward, to a future that will bring me back to the me that I was ans so desperately want to be!!

[confused456]

Wow, I just got back from town, and soon I have to go back to take my daughter to another competition, but I had a man in front of me in a big truck do an insta-stop, and I had to crank the wheel, and he ended up turning, the way I was cranking, so I had to crank it more, got stuck, and the dumb a$$ didn't even stop!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ohhhhhh I was flippin' pi$$ed!!! That was enough to make me want a pill. Instead, I called a friend who lived close by and she came and it took an hour to get me unstuck, but I did not take any pills!!!

[confused456]

Thanks! I am looking forward to many FREE days!!!! No, I take that back...I am looking forward to being FREE forever! That is my goal!

[cathy5841]

confused, day 3 is wonderful,  i am so proud of you.  you have come so far and in only 3 days.  keep up the good work, it only gets better from here.  when you get to day 30 you will look back and say why didn't i do this along time ago.  you are doing great keep it up.  i am here if you need me.
cathy

[confused456]

To Avalancheblanche: Thank's. I have this "thing" about positivity......like if I am positive, I am better off, and if I am negative, I will surely fall. Thanks!!

To feohmoon: LMAO.....well, yesterday was my day for doing nothing! I finally showered yesterday around 3p.m., but only because I had to face the public! Even  then I would not have cared if it wasn't the fact that I had to see "other parents" from my daughters school and since she's in High School....well I wouldn't want to embarrass her!!!

[feohmoon]

Awesome!!!  I cannot wait to say 'day 3'...You are doing great - you are an inspiration - All of you are - My fiance and I talk about you guys like ' wonder how ....doing'...The support is priceless -
Hey - if you are showered and dressed, you are doing a lot better than me!

[Avalancheblanche]

Congrats on day 3!  With your great attitude, you will do great!  Before you know it you will be a month like me!  Keep up the good work!

[confused456]

Thanks......this is the support I am referring to!!! Thank you all so much! It puts a smile on my face, which is something that does not happen near enough since taking these pills. I am getting it back though, and that is thanks to all of you!!

[toxictome]

Congrats on day 3!!
You should be proud of yourself.....Glad you are feeling better today!!

You are getting the support of others that you have so freely given to!!!
Thanks right back at you!!
One day at a time!!!
~hugs~

[gizzy32]

congrats on 3 days, glad to hear you are feeling better. in another day or 2 you will be starting to feel great.  that's right, don't look back, you are doing great and without these pills your future will be bright. stay stong

[sickcookie]

I am glad today is a better day ,you are doing great!!!!HUGS