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One step back....

I have been tapering tramadol for the past month...ish. I had got to 2/day which was half of my prescribed dose. (I almost always took only my prescribed dose but occasionally took like 6/day when my husband would get his rx in. So I was at that level when I initially started my taper). I was doing well up until this past week. It was a very crazy week then I had a business trip which just was exhausting. I ended up going back up to my 4/day this past weekend because I was tired, stressed and tired of fighting the anxiety I was getting from the taper. I continued this on my trip because I was exhausted and had a major headache from flying. I feel like I have thrown all my work tapering away. I'm so disappointed in myself. The only upside is that I have an appt with my doctor tomorrow! I was experiencing heart rate near 100/min while tapering. I plan on telling him this. I hope he can help me. I am feeling pretty down about what I've done right now.  I really want off this stuff.
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Hi Jbean77
Not to sound harsh, but I think you need to make up your mind if you are truly ready to quit.  I took YOUR advice on tapering and came off of EVERYTHING after one week of tapering with your support (and many others)    The reason it worked is that I had enough of this crap and wanted my life back.  And now I DO and it's been 18 days clean!

I want the same for you, but have you had enough of living in misery?  Again... I dont want to be too harsh, but many have called me out and got me to where I am today.  If we are not truly ready to quit we are just spinning our wheels.  You can do this!  Good luck.  H.F.
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4am here and I keep waking up but am not really feeling bad at all...knock on wood. Not really restless or anything. My toddler climbed in bed with me which doesn't help, lol. I feel, dare I say it, good. I know I'm not out if the woods being that I'm only starting day 3 but dang it would be amazing if all day I feel like this! Ok, back to bed! I'll keep you all posted of course.  Positive thoughts!
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Yup, a lot of peeps stay in the dang shower or bath! Peeps told me to take more immodium if I need to so you can do that.
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I was taking up to 4 showers a night those early days.  They were a lifesaver.
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Wow you all were kidding about the power of a hot hot shower. I felt like normal! :) hahahaha.


No I only have the regular Imodium.
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Hi, I just read your entire post. Yay!!! Great effin' job!! Give yourself a HUGE pat on the back for FLUSHING 70 PILLS!!! Oh, man, do you know the strength that took?! I really do not think I could do that if they were in front of me. But, anyway, Have you tried that Immodium extra strength? It's a big white pill that says IMO on it. That made my tummy probs disappear.

You're in the thick of your wd's; you will feel better a little bit by bit. Great job!!:)
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Even flat ginger ale..
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