wtf was I thinking

[Mikeinthesouth]

I was cutting as many ties as I had and did not call doctor they called today saying dr wrote to scripts today for me and I freaking actually sweated the back of my neck hands were shaking nervous,, anticipation ,, Fear I don't know what it was but before I thought bout it I said not know I am okay. Thank you, Mike

[strugglingmomma]

I am so happy for you.  You are a true inspiration.  I have to go through the same thing in two days when my script is ready to be refilled and I pray I have as much strength as you.  

[joann1975]

Mike & Jack -- You guys both rock! That is awesome and such dedication to your decision to stay clean. What an inspiration you guys are to so many others! Thanks for sharing your stories they touch more people than you will ever know! -- JoAnn

[sadinmichigan]

I got to check out the speedo..LOL a red one no less??? You guys/girls sre funny tonight..thanks..
Mike- that is a tough one but the reason you did it is....because you WERE thinking..I am glad..and sometimes it does seem like "things" are happening right when your at the weakest..It is just that way..I have quit before..even just smoking pot and out of the blue someone comes over..they just "happen" to have an extra bag..be on guard always...I am glad you did it..Good for you my friend..(YOU DON'T DESERVE A SPEEDO..LOL)

[bobby139]

Oh my yes, its in the mail lol

[CadillacJack]

You're doing too good Mike. Let the script slide.

[Mikeinthesouth]

Hey Bobby do I win a red speedo for this?

[Mikeinthesouth]

ggod one to you too Jack. It is tough and I am still a lil split on such a decision but hopefully will be a lot happier in the a.m when I wake and not reaching to get well again. Mike

[CadillacJack]

Very impressive. You've got things going your way. Here's one for ya': My meds come from the VA, and I actually got 120 pills in the mail yesterday. Got rid of them, but talk about temptation!! Congrats on another day, and overcoming your own temptations.

[addict3]

good job, great control, just don't go fill them.( dont want me catchin up with you do ya?)LOL

[bobby139]

wow way to go mike, you got some brass one's bud lol
ok i woke up in a wierd mood i better stay off ......

no really that was very strong of you and i am very proud of ya.
bobby

[Brrrrad]

Hey  Mike-  You Da`Man  I had  almost the same thing happen. That is so cool  you stood your ground. Keep it up

[10356]

Congratulations Mike that is probably the hardest call to turn down and turn down you did. That Devil is ever present I think we notice him more when we are vulnerable, but back to he!! with him proud and happy for you!!!

[ladyboop]

Don't know if I could have been that strong...But you did the right thing. GOOD FOR YOU MIKE.. big move, HUGH!!

            Lady

[Mikeinthesouth]

Honestly F no. LOL A lil better bout myself and my chances of getting clean. I am having a rough day already and this ****. Is there a devil watchin me to see when I am weakest for them to call now....... Irony sucks

[dominosarah]

I am so proud of you.  What a gigantic thing you did in saying no i am okay.

Congratulations on your progress!!!!!

[cathy5841]

way to go mikey...thats great.  hope you feel better now.  keep goin.

[lonelyinCA]

Congrats Mike.  Chalk up another win in your column.  Very impressive.