I was going to start by saying "don't know how i got here", but that would be a lie! I know exactly how i got here, with drugs. I don't want to go backwards, only forwards. Made the meeting last night and was really scared to go, but i did, and i'm glad i did. Am going again tonight! If this is what it takes....so be it! However, brain still does feel a bit like jello, so not talking in meetings which is probably good, b/c right now, i just need to listen. 2 freakin weeks! I am very proud of myself.