I just wanted to touch base with everyone who offered me support and say thank you ! I've made it to my 36 day clean after 2 years of perc/vic abuse. I also just want to lend that support to the others on here and just say, you CAN do this !!! I never want to go back to the way I was. I've missed so much while I was feeding my habit.
I'm not going to lie, my main problem is just being tired. I work long hours and that pill sure would make it all better, in the moment. I won't let that happen, ever again. It didn't help that I caught a virus my second week clean and that made me even more exhausted. But, it's been 36 days today, over a month and I'm dealing with life just like every other person who hasn't attepmted the pill of youth and death has, one day at a time.