Hey everyone,
Iv been clean off oxycodone for about two weeks, I am having a terrible time with the mental part of quitting pain killers. I think about picking up all the time. I don't have any physical wd symptoms (thank God, been through it before and it was absolutely awful). I need some help. I go to an addiction counselor, and go to narcotics anonymous daily, I got a sponsor and try and stay busy. I know this is normal, but does anyone have an personal experience and suggestions that helped them get through this. I know I will always want to do them in the back of my mind, but I want to eventually quit obsessing over them. I know that it will die down over time, but it does not help right now. I want to get over this and I am determined to do so. You all have always told me the right things to do, and I know many of you have been through this before. Please give me some advice so that my days will be some what easier. I don't want any anxiety medication, I want to do it the natural way. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I feel that if I keep battling myself, and white knuckling not picking up I will go insane. Thanks everyone