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SMILE!!!!

Ah! Hello friends. I thought maybe it was about time for a post.....hehehehehe (a good one too)

I have been craving like ggggrrrrrr!!! BUT, I have been battling some inner demons and trying to do this on my own and I realized that it was just way too much and it was just things that I could not get a grip on. SO, I finally opened about a little to someone super special and I don't know if just by opening up to someone finally is what has helped or what, but today I feel GREAT!! No cravings today! No depression (at least so far)!! Whoo---frickin'---hoo!!!!!
It is nice to finally be in a good mood again and have it last for more than 5 minutes!! I have a couple of VERY special friends here that have certainly helped in this change of mood and I am giving you a special thanks!! THANK YOU!!! Today is day 78 BTW! Thank you all! Much love to you all!!
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Thank you worried and congrats on your 3 months. I am not sure if I commented or not, because I was still in my funk, but I did read it and so just in case I didn't comment "A big fat CONGRATS IS IN ORDER TO YOU GIRL!!!!!!!"
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401095 tn?1351391770
78 and u r doing great!...glad for u confused
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Friend....thank you!!! I am so glad you are on that list.....hahahaha

You truly are a great and wonderful friend!!
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I hate it whem I'm right.  You are loved by so many.  You have had 18 people respond, with 24 different replies!

Wow! Wow!

Bask in it, because you deserve it!

Friend999
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Breezie!! It is ALWAYS great to see you here!! You always make me smile!! I sent you a love note....hehehehe

Hugs!! Big hugs!!!! Bigger hugs!!!!! Biggest hugs ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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412194 tn?1233621532
WoooooHooooooooooo Confused is NOT confused anymore!!!!  AWESOME on 79 days my friend KEEP it up.  Glad you are better and always best to get the bugs out of ya system.    Had my real life virus detector going too  Hope it keeps working lol  and doesn't shutdown on me, before it gets cleaned out good.
hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
swtbreezie
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397118 tn?1219762250
So glad you are doing great today!!
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desperate!!! OMG....I totally hear ya!! Glad my vibes are heading your way...sorry about the husband but I got a good giggle out of your choice of wording!! That is cute. I am really sorry about a$$hole hubby's....I am afraid to admit, for the first time ever on here, I have one too. UGH...wow that was flippin hard! YIKES....new subject!! I am jammin to my tunes and LOVING life right now!!!! THINK GOOD THOUGHTS!!! SHAKE YOUR BOOTY WITH ME...ANYTHING!!!!!
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Hey congratulations on now 79 days. I just figured out I feel good around positive people. Its like an energy they give off if that makes any sense. I'm like a few on this forum that has a husband that drags them down. Sadin Mich and TroubleinOH made me realize he's a trigger. Not that Im blaming him. But he may need kicked to the curb. Anyway CONGRATULATIONS.
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Friend!! LOL You are GREAT!! Thank you for all of those giggles!! and CRIES!! LOL

I am NOT confused....but I agree....everyone knows me by this name now so its kind of stuck...LOL

Hoping you have an absolutely GREAT day!!!
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Thank you, confused.  That helps.

P.S.  Although you shouldn't change your name, because everyone knows you by that name, but you're probably not confused anymore, are you?  Isn't THAT a glorious feeling!

Please be ever vigilant.  They say its a lifelong struggle.  Maybe struggle is not the best word, over time.  "Careful" might be better.

My best, Carefulandhappy456

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Friend999.....WOW, you are an absolutely AWESOME friend and person!! You inspire me like no other!! You are truly amazing!!! I am wishing all the best to you and your friend!! I think you are great!! I just wanted you to know that!!!

All my love,
Confused456
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Your posts and replies are all over this board today.  Thanking you for all of them.

I'm on a waiting game with my friend.  I have collected 32 letters to her from all of the good folks on this and another site. I will be including them in a professiionally bound book, along with 98 "reasons to be clean" provided by the folks on this site, a poem about addiction signed by the devil, a poem about friendship, a "how to quit" guide, and "how to intervene on craving episodes".  This book will only be used as a last resort, however, should I ever get "pushed away".  In the meantime, I'm getting myself ready in many ways so that I might be the best friend possible. I'm hoping for the best.

Thank you for asking, thank you for the letter, and a heartfelt good cry for you because of the way you feel today. "On top of the world" as you say, and deep within our hearts.

Friend999
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Thank you Rue10!! I am truly happy and I can't even express how wonderful it feels!! I feel like I am on top of the world!! I hope I can pass these great vibes to many of you!!!
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496208 tn?1271339076
Good for you!  You sound so happy.  That is truly a blessing.

All the best!
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To Friend999....I remember that very well and when I saw that you commented I was coming to ask how your friend is doing? your response made me cry!!!! It is a good cry, a very good cry! Thank you so much!! That really means a lot to me. A LOT!! Thank you so much!! I am hoping things are going good for you and your friend! Hugs to you!!

Clamity2....Thank you!!! It feels so good to actually FEEL again and have GOOD feeling without them being drug induced!! Whoo!!! I am just happier right now than I have been in ummmmm, wow, I honestly can't even remember!! I am VERY thankful to everyone here! And I do mean EVERYONE!!!!
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325131 tn?1227184781
Wooo your post gave me goosebumps !!!   I'm happy for you !  Thank you for your post.
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78 / 2 = 39

Thirty-nine days ago, when you were on 39 days clean, you wrote a very special anf heartfelt letter to my friend "A".

Tears of joy come to my eyes when I read your post, because your act of kindness in writing that letter will forever be appreciated.

Good things eventually happen to good people, and you, confused456, have lots of good things coming your way!

My best congratulations and wishes!  

Friend999
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Thanks Momma!! It has been a long haul, but I feel so much better about things in general and life over all!!! I thank you dearly for always being here for me!! (even when I wanted to give up)!!! I love you!
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cluck, cluck, cluck...just a momma hen clucking over her chick...LMAO  
sweetie, i am so proud of you.  you have come so far and overcome alot in these 79 days.  cant wait to see what you accomplish in the next 79!!!!!   i know you  will do great.  
love ya,
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hehehehe!! Whoooooohooooo me!! lmao
DAY 79!! Thanks Jacqui!! I am gettin jiggy wit it!! hehehehe

Lisa....I am sorry sweetie. Please keep strong as you always are and do! I know this has been so much to deal with and you are doing all you can! Hang in there!!
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401786 tn?1309152034
Day 79 for you homey!  : )  Glad to have you back.



Lisa,   glad you're still hangin' with us.  Keep pushin' through.
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I am kinda hangin' lol..This has really been alot to absorb and I really still can't. But at least Tanya finally is getting her self back together a bit and is getting a restraining order and seeing following through with assult and battery plus holding against her will. It's a ride I really want to get off of now.
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LISA!!! How are you hanging in hun?? Yes we are BOTH very strong!! I had my moment of weakness but for a good reason I think. Death is hard and so is life sometimes. I hope all is ok for you. I am here and back if ya need me!!  ♥ Confused
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