SMILE!!!!

[confused456]

Ah! Hello friends. I thought maybe it was about time for a post.....hehehehehe (a good one too)

I have been craving like ggggrrrrrr!!! BUT, I have been battling some inner demons and trying to do this on my own and I realized that it was just way too much and it was just things that I could not get a grip on. SO, I finally opened about a little to someone super special and I don't know if just by opening up to someone finally is what has helped or what, but today I feel GREAT!! No cravings today! No depression (at least so far)!! Whoo---frickin'---hoo!!!!!
It is nice to finally be in a good mood again and have it last for more than 5 minutes!! I have a couple of VERY special friends here that have certainly helped in this change of mood and I am giving you a special thanks!! THANK YOU!!! Today is day 78 BTW! Thank you all! Much love to you all!!

[cathy5841]

i am happy to see you smiling.  and yes i can see it.
love ya
cathy

[mommy52713]

day 78 is awsome keep up the great work. ♥

[GoingToMakeIt]

Welcome back:) I am glad you are doing better.

[avisg]

I am glad you are doing better . 78 days is wonderful !!! you stayed clean threw this and that shows how strong you are!!!!!
avis

[confused456]

hehehehehe.......THANK YOU ALL!!! It is good to be back!!!

Ha-ha...watch out! Confused is back!!! hehehe

TONS OF GIGGLES.........

[VicUser]

congrads on day 78 and it is good hear you laugh again

[corey411]

Day 78. Great number. Congratulations and keep smiling. Corey

[bobby139]

I am so glad your back I have missed ya girl and always worring about you. Hope i didn't bother you to much lol...I know what you mean about keeping things in. I am the same way, will tell what i have to but the rests stays inside. That isn't good for us girl, I know your thinking no **** lol...I hear your giggles and they sound GREAT!
love ya
bobby

[newgirl2708]

Doin' the Cali wwWWwwWWaaaAAAavvVVVVveeE!!!! Good Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep on Keepin' On!!!!!

[Chi_Chi_Lover]

Day 78??? That is HUGE, you go girl!!!!!!!

There are going to be good and bad days honey that is just life...Keep up the good work and just remember in a few months this will all just be a bad dream. It DOES get better I promise:-)

Hugs, and Love,

Chi Chi

[confused456]

Thank you all sooooo much!! Bobby, he!! yeah girl, I have missed you too!! Newgirl, I am doing the wwwwwwwaaaaaaavvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee right here with ya!!
Chi_Chi....you always cheer me up anyway!! LOL.....you have been great to me and I thank you!
Vic and Corey....thank you both so much!!!

[toxictome]

It's good to see you back out here posting!

I have missed your sense of humor!

CONGRATS ON 78 DAYS!!
YOU GO GIRL!!    WOO_HOO!!

[Jacqui805]

Well you KNOW I'm always rooting for ya!  Way to go on the 78, very soon to be 79 days home-slice!  Now can we please go get some wood now?  

[confused456]

Toxic!! Thank you!

Jacqui!! Girl....LMAO!!! I can't wait!!

[sadinmichigan]

Wow girl...I am sooo happy for you..We have both really been through it huh? Just shows you how strong we really can be..Congratulations and I can feel your happiness through your post. That is awesome to hear..♥Lisa

[confused456]

LISA!!! How are you hanging in hun?? Yes we are BOTH very strong!! I had my moment of weakness but for a good reason I think. Death is hard and so is life sometimes. I hope all is ok for you. I am here and back if ya need me!!  ♥ Confused

[sadinmichigan]

I am kinda hangin' lol..This has really been alot to absorb and I really still can't. But at least Tanya finally is getting her self back together a bit and is getting a restraining order and seeing following through with assult and battery plus holding against her will. It's a ride I really want to get off of now.

[Jacqui805]

Day 79 for you homey!  : )  Glad to have you back.



Lisa,   glad you're still hangin' with us.  Keep pushin' through.

[confused456]

hehehehe!! Whoooooohooooo me!! lmao
DAY 79!! Thanks Jacqui!! I am gettin jiggy wit it!! hehehehe

Lisa....I am sorry sweetie. Please keep strong as you always are and do! I know this has been so much to deal with and you are doing all you can! Hang in there!!

[cathy5841]

cluck, cluck, cluck...just a momma hen clucking over her chick...LMAO  
sweetie, i am so proud of you.  you have come so far and overcome alot in these 79 days.  cant wait to see what you accomplish in the next 79!!!!!   i know you  will do great.  
love ya,
momma hen

[confused456]

Thanks Momma!! It has been a long haul, but I feel so much better about things in general and life over all!!! I thank you dearly for always being here for me!! (even when I wanted to give up)!!! I love you!

[Friend999]

78 / 2 = 39

Thirty-nine days ago, when you were on 39 days clean, you wrote a very special anf heartfelt letter to my friend "A".

Tears of joy come to my eyes when I read your post, because your act of kindness in writing that letter will forever be appreciated.

Good things eventually happen to good people, and you, confused456, have lots of good things coming your way!

My best congratulations and wishes!  

Friend999

[Clamity2]

Wooo your post gave me goosebumps !!!   I'm happy for you !  Thank you for your post.

[confused456]

To Friend999....I remember that very well and when I saw that you commented I was coming to ask how your friend is doing? your response made me cry!!!! It is a good cry, a very good cry! Thank you so much!! That really means a lot to me. A LOT!! Thank you so much!! I am hoping things are going good for you and your friend! Hugs to you!!

Clamity2....Thank you!!! It feels so good to actually FEEL again and have GOOD feeling without them being drug induced!! Whoo!!! I am just happier right now than I have been in ummmmm, wow, I honestly can't even remember!! I am VERY thankful to everyone here! And I do mean EVERYONE!!!!