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SMILE!!!!
Ah! Hello friends. I thought maybe it was about time for a post.....hehehehehe (a good one too)
I have been craving like ggggrrrrrr!!! BUT, I have been battling some inner demons and trying to do this on my own and I realized that it was just way too much and it was just things that I could not get a grip on. SO, I finally opened about a little to someone super special and I don't know if just by opening up to someone finally is what has helped or what, but today I feel GREAT!! No cravings today! No depression (at least so far)!! Whoo---frickin'---hoo!!!!!
It is nice to finally be in a good mood again and have it last for more than 5 minutes!! I have a couple of VERY special friends here that have certainly helped in this change of mood and I am giving you a special thanks!! THANK YOU!!! Today is day 78 BTW! Thank you all! Much love to you all!!
I have been craving like ggggrrrrrr!!! BUT, I have been battling some inner demons and trying to do this on my own and I realized that it was just way too much and it was just things that I could not get a grip on. SO, I finally opened about a little to someone super special and I don't know if just by opening up to someone finally is what has helped or what, but today I feel GREAT!! No cravings today! No depression (at least so far)!! Whoo---frickin'---hoo!!!!!
It is nice to finally be in a good mood again and have it last for more than 5 minutes!! I have a couple of VERY special friends here that have certainly helped in this change of mood and I am giving you a special thanks!! THANK YOU!!! Today is day 78 BTW! Thank you all! Much love to you all!!
Your posts and replies are all over this board today. Thanking you for all of them.
I'm on a waiting game with my friend. I have collected 32 letters to her from all of the good folks on this and another site. I will be including them in a professiionally bound book, along with 98 "reasons to be clean" provided by the folks on this site, a poem about addiction signed by the devil, a poem about friendship, a "how to quit" guide, and "how to intervene on craving episodes". This book will only be used as a last resort, however, should I ever get "pushed away". In the meantime, I'm getting myself ready in many ways so that I might be the best friend possible. I'm hoping for the best.
Thank you for asking, thank you for the letter, and a heartfelt good cry for you because of the way you feel today. "On top of the world" as you say, and deep within our hearts.
Friend999
I'm on a waiting game with my friend. I have collected 32 letters to her from all of the good folks on this and another site. I will be including them in a professiionally bound book, along with 98 "reasons to be clean" provided by the folks on this site, a poem about addiction signed by the devil, a poem about friendship, a "how to quit" guide, and "how to intervene on craving episodes". This book will only be used as a last resort, however, should I ever get "pushed away". In the meantime, I'm getting myself ready in many ways so that I might be the best friend possible. I'm hoping for the best.
Thank you for asking, thank you for the letter, and a heartfelt good cry for you because of the way you feel today. "On top of the world" as you say, and deep within our hearts.
Friend999
Thank you Rue10!! I am truly happy and I can't even express how wonderful it feels!! I feel like I am on top of the world!! I hope I can pass these great vibes to many of you!!!
To Friend999....I remember that very well and when I saw that you commented I was coming to ask how your friend is doing? your response made me cry!!!! It is a good cry, a very good cry! Thank you so much!! That really means a lot to me. A LOT!! Thank you so much!! I am hoping things are going good for you and your friend! Hugs to you!!
Clamity2....Thank you!!! It feels so good to actually FEEL again and have GOOD feeling without them being drug induced!! Whoo!!! I am just happier right now than I have been in ummmmm, wow, I honestly can't even remember!! I am VERY thankful to everyone here! And I do mean EVERYONE!!!!
Clamity2....Thank you!!! It feels so good to actually FEEL again and have GOOD feeling without them being drug induced!! Whoo!!! I am just happier right now than I have been in ummmmm, wow, I honestly can't even remember!! I am VERY thankful to everyone here! And I do mean EVERYONE!!!!
78 / 2 = 39
Thirty-nine days ago, when you were on 39 days clean, you wrote a very special anf heartfelt letter to my friend "A".
Tears of joy come to my eyes when I read your post, because your act of kindness in writing that letter will forever be appreciated.
Good things eventually happen to good people, and you, confused456, have lots of good things coming your way!
My best congratulations and wishes!
Friend999
Thirty-nine days ago, when you were on 39 days clean, you wrote a very special anf heartfelt letter to my friend "A".
Tears of joy come to my eyes when I read your post, because your act of kindness in writing that letter will forever be appreciated.
Good things eventually happen to good people, and you, confused456, have lots of good things coming your way!
My best congratulations and wishes!
Friend999
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