~Remember courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying " I will try again tommorrow" That is a saying by Maryanne Radmacher. Pick youself up again. You can do this,,the first days are soooo hard. One dat at a time.~Bkitty
This is your chance to be "different" to show everyone that just because you came from this background doesn't mean that you will be like the rest of your family. I am the only college gradute of my family, and am proud of that. Some of them think I'm a bi***, but I choose not to hang around them due to their habits, and to get my life in order.
You have 2 choices here, either you continue in this insanity or you break the chains and make your own path. You dont have to be a victim here anymore. Get going with some recovery care. Face those demons you have bottled up, it will set you free~~sara
I can not tell how many times you have answered my demons, I just wanted to say thanks for caring Sarah! I am going to a meeting wed night, wish me luck, thanks again, Bob
Thanks , I am also the only college grad and I am a registered nurse who worked in maximum security prison the last 24 years. What, I guess I did not learn anything from the joint, working with addicts all my life did not help me as an addict! Well, thanks again, bob
As far as I'm concerned, considering the difficult childhood you've had - the fact that you're still trying says a LOT about you. Feel proud of that because you should be. Makes you a winner in my book. :)