subs no thanks day 10 coming on strong...

[digger1976]

i managed to get some sleep 10 mins...yes 10 mins of lovelyness until i work up by getting hit by gods stun gun...found myself sitting there wondering if my parent had snuck in and gave me a hit of adrenelin...sweating and shakeing so bad...truly thought i would drown...i cant swim..

i look like a zombie on ice....refuse to be beat...music and medhelp now my crutch...yes this site is a gift from the gods im so fortunate to have stumbled upon it...

anyway i cant leave the house as there is no hot water left in the neighbourhood and people are looking for answers...

thanks all...truly..

[digger1976]

yeh guess i just wanted it ALOT this time. i have shocked myself..found a voice i never knew i had...the hard work does pay off...ive just took an imodium for obvious reasons..keeping up the fight..thank you evolver for your support...this site so uplifting..cool with me..¥

[EvolverU]

Hey, hey..I just wanted to jump in here and congratulate you. I've been watching your thread and I wanted to compliment you on your attitude and the great job you're doing. Very cool, mate..You're doing great! Hold Fast.

[digger1976]

it is so true k...how things are gifted back to you when your least expecting it...see thing clearer..like someone has pinched your beer goggles.lol...your sence of smell...hell every sence becomes alive...its when they all level out and your back gliding down the avenue with the wind truly and rightly back in your sails..thats why we are hear after all to be rebult...may peace find your soul..¥

[starshine7]

man I love that...turn everything around..and it is too:)Like being born again...

[digger1976]

glad it made you laugh,lol. you have to try and turn everything upside down, lies into truth...bad into good...deceit into kindness...lows into highs and so on. just clean highs though. or what would you ever truly expect to gain...
thank you so much for your kind words...

[digger1976]

yes the dredded h detox scary, had a few hits and misses with them. nights are by far the worst...
i cant give up i owe it to myself this time everything is different ive got support coming from all angles...so much easier my friend..
congrets on 55day remarkable acheivment...well done on striving forward in life...and thank you.

[Back2Me]

I was 6 days with zero sleep at all coming off of heroin cold turkey. It's a wild ride. You can feel yourself slipping into madness I used to DRED the nights! I can however tell you that I'm at around 55 days now and sleep like a LOG! I work my *** off during the day and that way I am tired at night. It will come. Little by little. And I used to really hate nights. The worse for me was when I did get like 5 mins of sleep I would immediately be jolted awake in a super panic attack! That was the WORSE. made me afraid to sleep. But hang in it gets soooooo much better.  

[toothfairie]

lol no hot water in the neighborhood.....that made me laugh!  hang in there buddy!!  10 days is great!!  sleep will return soon  :)  keep fighting my friend!