suffering need inspiration

[lostmakeupgirl]

Ok so I am getting in the phase where just when I thought I couldn't hurt worse... I do I found new areas to ache and hurt ahhhhh never a good time to detox though just got to do it any advice how to get thru work? I can't take off any more but today and I highly doubt tomorrows going to be much better.

[lostmakeupgirl]

I am lucky I actually have all her photos I have ever taken plastered in front of me to remind me the agony I'm going thru has a purpose. I know its a temporary thing just doesn't feel this way at the moment!

[minn66]

Well, you will all get a chuckle... I misread the post and thought you had five kids! Your daughter sounds like such a sweetie :)

[apike31108]

Goodness you have been through A LOT. You are lucky to have her :) Stay strong!

[lostmakeupgirl]

Yes she is 5 I have told her mommy has the flu :) she's now trying to be a sweet little nurse it is the cutest thing and reminds me why I'm doing this in the first place! I almost lost her when she was in the womb her "sperm donor" stabbed me in the stomach but thankfully she survived I tell her everyday how she is my true angel and I'm reminding myself now that she deserves a sober mommy!

[Sarah11212]

I commend you for working while going through w/d's!  You are one strong person!
I know I couldn't have done it.
If you're on day 4, you should only have another day of the tough physical part.
Hang in there!

[minn66]

I know how it feels to work through detox too. It is a major accomplishment so be proud of yourself. I know it must be really hard with kids but try to do something nice for yourself and maybe pamper yourself a bit after they have gone to bed. Way to go!

[charliej41]

Hang in there u can do this  I feel for u working and detoxing  I know how u feel  but it does get better good luck

[apike31108]

Oh gosh. How old is your daughter...I think you said 5 in a previous post? I am so sorry. I wish you the best of luck with getting off the devil pills. It's going to be worth it. Keep on going! I keep telling myself to be strong. Esp for our little girls!

[lostmakeupgirl]

I feel your pain! I live alone w my daughter and I can't afford to not work

[apike31108]

I'm on day 4 and have worked all week. It has been really rough :(