Big step for me today. I already reduced my intake of 10/325 Hydrocodone, but if I really want to taper I know I can't have the pills handy, so I gave up control and gave them to my mother this morning. I have absolutely no reason to be in w/d at this point, but my mind is already playing tricks on me. I have that gnawing feeling in my stomach. Anyway...gotta get used to dealing with this sort of thing sooner or later so might as well be sooner. But I don't think I realized in the past how much of this can be mind games. I know a positive attitude is important and I have that, thankfully, and I am grateful to have someone like my mother who will support me, and love me unconditionally, and let me know how she disagrees with how I let this happen (again) without sounding like a broken record. But yes, the race is on! -Randy
congrats on taking a huge step in your recovery, relinquishing your pills to your mom. that is awesome. dont let your mind play tricks on you. you take control of those thoughts. you have to control your mind not the pills. you got this. yes keep yourself busy, take another walk, listen to music, pray,watch movies, read, you got this. be strong. you will defeat the addiction demon.
sending support and encouragement,
debbie