Just remember this.....you WILL survive this, your brain WON"T stay like jello......all that your getting ready to feel is temporary!!! I PROMISE! Just remember, getting clean is the easy part (believe it or not) staying clean is the hard part. You sound like you have a good plan of attack for the w/d part....what is your plan for afterwards? Do you plan on doing any type of recovery program?
Hi Danny....well I have been following your post's and what your feeling is normal....try not to let fear into the equation it is always worst in our minds then it turns out to be....as I said b/4 this is 1/3 physical and 2/3 mental...it is not to down play how rotten your going to feel over the next few days but more so to prepare you for what I call the ''mind screw''....as jifmoc has said your still stuck with with the addicted brain.....Na is a great idea ive been clean for quit some time now so the monkey is off my back...but the circus is still doing fine and well in my head....N/A treats the addict...the meetings are only a hour long and it will give you some place to share where the people will understand....your support system needs to have recovering addicts in it....no mater how much a '''normie'' trys to help they just dont get it you always get that deer in the headlight stare....N/A has been the magic bullet for this addict....with time and working the steps you will loose the desire to use.....something I thought was impossible....so for the next few days your mantra needs to be....''you just got to be ok without being ok for a wile'' a positive attitude is critical it makes the difference between being uncomfortable or suffering....suffering is a choice...keep posting here for support and get to a meeting as soon as you can.....may God be with you
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Don't think of it as "the rest of our life." Too big. You're just terrified about giving up your medicine, that's all. You will adjust and feel good, very good. But that comes later. Right now, you just need to accept the yuck of detox (it's nature's payback) and move through it. One minute at a time. Like you mentioned before, get into an NA or AA meeting asap. I promise that's the ticket. Keep posting!!!
I am 8 days off. Still having a lot of diarrhea. Was really lethargic for couple days but trust me you can do this. I'm using nothing but Imodium. It's really not helping. Even 6 at a time. Stil explosive diarrhea. You got this!! Take it one day at a time. They add up quickly!