addiction

[ruby527]

hi  y name(nic)i had two surgeries back to back two years ago.and i have fibroymalia and i have been taking tramadol and norcol's some where down the road i started to abuse them i went cold turkey and got of its been 5 days and the withdraw was so hard i coulnt take it anymore so i took a tramadol the norcols are gone i through them away im scared to tell the dr so i made an appointent to see if there is some new med that out for fibroymalia(not spelled correctly) any suggestion's

[Brrrrad]

I think thats why we are all here so you can tell us and we can tell you!  i do know it`s hard, boy do i.

[ruby527]

thank you that helps me feel s much better.i have no one to support me.and my mother is not a mother at all she makes things worst.i told her i just cant have her in my life because she likes to see me sweat.and before i took the tramadol i was withdrawing so badly.and everying hurt and no energy it was hell.then my boyfriend cuddle up to me and i thought you was just holding me with love,but instead he wanted to make love.i tld him are you kidding threre is no way.i felt so hurt so i don't think i have his support at all he just want me off but he has no clue what im gioing threw.so i walk alone with this until i found this website.and i don't even know how i found it,thats how confused i was.i thank you for your replys it means the world too me.thank you

[worried878]

I dont feel that it is wrong not to tell them...it is your perrogative to tell them or not tell them...if u feel they will be critical..do not tell them...u need support right now...my mom is so critical it is unbelievable sometimes...i walk in with a biscuit and she proceeds to tell me how fattening it is...just go to the doctor and see what he can do to help you..try to leave the tramadol alone til you get something else tomorrow...i would not seat too much over it...it is really a small thing in the scheme of things..keep moving forward

[ruby527]

thanks,i feel i have faild i was withdrawing for five days and i couldnt handle it anymore so
i did have tramadol and i took two i feel guilty for my family still thinks im off.i don't have the guts to tell them what i just did,and i dont want too.im just so scared to let them know.im going to keep quite until i see the dr.i know it's wrong but it;s for the best

[worried878]

That is what i did...i just said I was afraid of addiction

[ruby527]

i feel for you are u still using and if not how did u get off,because i have not told my dr i am addicted im just going to tell her it's time for a change but sith some other med thats not addicting

[worried878]

Many say muscle relaxers like zanaflex or flexeril help....I take neurontin when mine flares up..anti-inflammatories can help as well....a good stretching/exercise routine with massage/heat and ice helps mine calm down