reality!!

[buncogirl003]

nothing like 1 day in a physc unit because of pan pill addiction to motivate anyone.  I was so out of control after being off pain meds for well over a month but using for 10 years I signed myself in.  After 1 night I KNEW I just have to di deeper then I ever have to find me again,
So....I am scared.....struggling but now taking 1 minute....1 task......1 thought at a time and praying for strength.  I want to thank all of you who have written and let all those out there struggling like me.......that I am on here often looking for help but also want to help too.
I BELIEVE in me!

[buncogirl003]

I find this "forum" to be so safe and calming and to be quite honest,,,,,,,,,a VERY big part in me believing the me of 10 years ago will be back only BETTER!!

I WILL DO THIS TOO!!  but still will be out here asking for help!!

Take care of you~!

[IwillDoThis]

glad to see you posting - you have the idea - taking one minute at a time, one step at a time.  This is hard but hold on and know we are here thinking of you and cheering you on.

[littlebit667]

ooh, that must have very hard to handle.  I am glad you took care of yourself! these stupid pills truly are they devil!  

[buncogirl003]

debbie....thank you for reaching out!  i was a mess yesterday but did a bit that needed to be done and a little for me.  Lots of panic!  Literally..need to write down EVERY detail,,,shower...make up...eat....it as if I got stupid AND lost my personality....do I make sense? Still terrified BUT moving a bit~ You take care of you!

[zoea]

Keep posting.

All my strength to u

Zoe x

[NorthEast213]

It sounds like you are right where you need to be..  There is no shame in seeking help and giving up control.  In my opinion it is the complete opposite. It takes more strength to ask for help then to do nothing at all. Wish you the best of luck and stay in touch!!

Sean

[atthebeach]

hey my friend... thanks for posting was worried. ok you did what you had to do for yourself. that was very brave and took alot of courage to go to the hospital and ask for help. good for you.
there is always hope and help if we just reach for it...
praying for your healing and strength. i believe in you too. you go girl. think positive thoughts. you will beat this demon.
sending hugs,hope,prayers,support,encouragement
debbie