hey, sorry if this is posted in the wrong forum.. I'm new here. In summary I'm "addicted" to ocycotin... you can read below to find out more if you want.. i guess..
Wow. I found myself on this post after searching and queering the web "Ocycotin vs Herion"(http://www.medhelp.org/posts/show/368358?personal_page_id=303288&post_id=post_3625662
). like kaybe i wanted to know the difference from someone actually trying it rather than just reading the chemical components. I'm not going to lie, I'm obviously here because I've thought of trying it because the price of oxyi is getting too high, or should I say my habbit is now becoming a problem.
I can easily H, but i've steered away from it for so long because it "steals your soul". Even though you may think you don't care about anything..there are some things you still care about because your still alive. (this is what my friend told me when I asked him if I should buy it or not).
Oxy is really bad too, man. I started taking it for the same reasons listed above. You get into a fight with your girl, or whatever, and it just makes things easier. You pop a pil and just don't give a **** anymore.. wonderful isn't it? Then you start doing it to make the days go by faster at work.... you tell yourself you can stop, and that you don't have a problem..you can even convince other's that you don't have a problem... but it really becomes a problem.
Honestly, my issue is i don't hate the drug. I really don't. I wish i could get it at a lower price. Like 15 bucks for a "60" 80 mg prescrip. That would be nice, wouldn't it? My problem is just I dont' want to stop. I just don't see a reason to.(if you are gong to try and help me, please don't use "do it for your family, do it for yourself, you'll be a much better place, etc etc"... i've really just heard it all when it comes to stopping.
Obviously the issue is me, and i need to "want" to stop. I know that. My problem is.. 1. I know I have an issue/ 2. I do CARE that i have an issue, i just can't see my way OUT of the issue. 3. The issue that I have I dont WANT to stop, nor do I find any logical reasoning good enough..
I'm just at work, bored, and I have no drugs..thats why I'm here..I guess, in a weird way, this is my way of asking for help (?)