Well this is proving harder than I thought. I had a scheduled appt with the Sub Doctor this morning. I was on the fence whether I should go or not.. I had hoped I could do this CT... but I am a whimp plain and simple..and w/d freaks me out. Maybe if I had someone with me I could manage, but I get scared.
I told the doctor I wanted off the suboxone and that I regretted starting it. We cut the dose to 2mg.. He wanted to see me in 2 weeks but I told him 1 week, that I wanted off this asap, not to drag out. I made it clear to him it was a huge mistake. I asked him how he tapered others off and he was evasive. He is in it for the money.
At the pharmacy I only kept the pill under my tongue until it was about half dissolved and managed to get the rest out. I'll do this until Friday then try again.
Please don't give up on me.
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