does anyone else do this?

[josh231]

ok now that ive been clean like ive got prom pics and other pics all laying around and when ever i look at um i just think mannn i was high i dunno its really weird its like im a different person now you know and its really like im looking at somone else like you can tell like i had a look in my eye its really weird

i dunno kinda makes me sick in a way that i expeirnced pretty much my whole hs carrier on drugs thats not me at all its pretty depressing

[bubbaganoosh]

Ive kept all my drivers liscence always have , Im sure id have people walk past me now and not recognise me at all, prior to the done i was skinny lets say for record 89kilo, now i am 120kilos, shocking and really depressing i feel like a slumped out old man some days of 90, and it crept up and up and up over the yrs slowly, and well i had family over from o/seas on holiday and they took back photos, a friend who i hadnt seen in 8yrs flicked straight past me in the photos untill someone said thats????  I felt like **** when i was told and in my 30's its not how i want to live, so yes but the good thing is you can get back again.

[confused456]

I agree with Cathy. Take it as a learning experience. Keep moving forward.

[sue41]

I have done that too Josh, but I ended up in tears and was so full of regrets.  My dad passed away on January 1st and I was looking through pictures for a video tribute and 90 % of the pictures taken of me in the last 15 years, I was under the influence of something.  It upset me greatly to see those pictures and to see the person I was.  

[cathy5841]

josh, that is a good thing.  you are beginning to feel and reflect on life.  proves you are starting to move on from the druggie to a new person.  that is awesome.  you are g\doing great.  i am proud of you.
cathy