doh! what a waste

[opi]

well the lil hickup i had with the perk was useless...i thought maybe i'd get some sleep or sumtin..
it does feel like the 8"spikes have been removed from my knees(several surgeries) and replaced with 7 inchers..wooohooooooooo....2:30 am been layin in bed since 12:30... my legs were going like mad...if i was on a bike i coulda hit the west coast...........................conclusion: don't bother givin in to the beast cuz it is useless.....................................guess i'll eat some cereal <---could be the brightest idea i've had today...or yesterday.?....hey man!!!  i'm on day 1....boooyaaaa.....ya know.....it's not right that the  pesky lil perk brings me from rollin into day 10 sans oxy's back to day one!......i'd like to appeal this decision...is there some drug addict council that i plead my case to...
allright then,,day 1 it is...how bout if i add all my day 1's together...hmmm..nah then i'll be at day 307............ time for some cherios.........i'm good....wife did come  to bed....lol....that's a good sign.....i think....cherio.....

[road2recovery]

LOL---with all you are going through you still have your sense of humor and that is a good sign...
stay strong
r2r

[feohmoon]

You are not on day one!
Your great attitude must heal you quickly.
Are you feeling ok mentally, physically, emotionally?  If you are lacking in either of those areas or with the energy levels...check out my journals....I promise it will help.
Tomorrow my fiance and I are dosing at the methadone clinic for the last time!  Thus far we are taking it in stride (thanks to some great info and a very effective vitamin regime) - We know the worst is ahead, but so is the best.  Right?  Right.
Man, do you smoke to combat the wd?  Sorry to ask, for us it helps.  For others, it could be a problem.
Keep it up...you can do this!
Peace

[sickcookie]

Livin on the edge ,I love it !!!!Glad your here .Still laughing

[flmagi]

P.S.  I'm seeing a big difference in your posts from just a few days ago. Is that a good sence of humor coming out?  Nice to see.

[flmagi]

If all you did was 1 Perc, you may not have set yourself back to badly. Maybe by 1 day, so  LOL, I say just subtract 1 day from your days clean, if it makes you feel better. Just don't do it again. And as your punishment, you must eat lots of fiber. lol
Good luck and keep moving forward.

[opi]

cereal update...i chose bran flakes....man that's living on the edge....bowel is mad allready now i'm throwin it some bran.............i'm crazy like that