the week of feb 5th was a rough one , my birthday is here and i am proud to say.... I MADE IT! i have a feeling 34 is going to be a good year for me. bad days are becoming far few and in between and that's something to smile about. granite i'm dealing with this family court issue with my ex "nothing to do with being on the methadone, as i've been good over the past 4 years following instruction" but i can only hope things will pan out for the best. it has been a long couple months for me but so worth it in the end.my new job is going well, giving me plenty of exercise along with my 4 year old. i actually felt like going for a run the other night, so i did. wow the first time i didn't have to push myself to do something like that,and it sure feels good.today's gonna be a good day, i can feel it! it has to be , after all it is my birthday :) "one year younger"!