havent slept in 2 days

[rf250]

Hello&thank u.can I take a zanny with sub?coming off 4plus. years off tabs …vikz …over 5 a day ..zanny or 2 @ night .u know the usual.got on the subs Saturday.I didn't wait to withdraw.he gave me 3 8 over 2 per day.ive done 2 since Sunday morning.I had a couple of tabs for when I got outa docs office..5 hours.didn't wanna take em.had to cause I felt like crap.Duh.also noone sells the little b...around here except wallyworld ..ok.I NEED TO SLEEP.I have ambient it sux..I also have a couple footballs left.can I do that?or will I die?I don't wanna die that's y I went to the subs..to stop having to be in fear of not being around THE PILLS....DAMMIT.I'm HAPPY×3 rite now cause I don't have to worry about that.also I GOTTA git to work.ok good luck. I thank yall

[nursegirl6572]

It sounds like you're kind of spinning out of control, taking this, seeking that.  You're not going to get clean that way.  If you make the decision to use Suboxone as a tool in your recovery, you must do it right, and be compliant, or else it's just more self medicating, addictive behavior I'm afraid.

You also need to be VERY careful, you're really putting yourself at risk mixing the drugs that you're mixing.  

Lastly, just an FYI, no offense intended, but please try not to use street slang, "nicknames" for the drugs you're referring to, because on a forum full of addicts, you'd be surprised at how stuff like that can be a BIG trigger.  I know you meant no harm, but I wanted to mention it, so you're aware.

Best to you, if you really want to commit to getting and staying clean, you've found a GREAT place!!!!

[hopefullycleanagain]

Hi, I am not sure about the benzos, but wanted to understand you correctly...did you get on subs with a 50mgs a day habit?  That seems a little over kill to me!!  Subs are a lot stronger than 5 vics, especially 8 mgs!! Please do some research on this and talk to others on this forum that have gone the sub route...they can give good advice.  I had a 150 mg daily habit and jumped. It sucked for a little while, but I am glad I didn't go the sub route, or I would still be buying pills, going to the doc, etc. A well planned detox does not need to be feared, you will get through it. Just offering a little advice based on the knowledge I have learned about subs, just be aware of their strength and addictive nature. I wish you the best of luck on your road to recovery!! God speed, Michelle

[jleeflcntrygrl]

NO do NOT mix benzos(xanax) or (valium)with subs or methadone ever u CAN DIE!!!

[rf250]

Thank u.I was feeling dejected. Zannax 1 ml.purple.

[Pantx]

what are footballs?